i am waiting, still waiting.

OMG. life's great isnt it? ohhhhh- whateverrr:/ sir says our drill is not good. i dont deny that fact. seriously, i think not good is not the right word for it. it should be bad. good is too positive a word. sorry if i offended anyone though but that was what i think. oh please, i think everyone is agree-ing with i said at least the majority. i am sorry squadmates. i know some are seriously trying their best but i know there are people who arent. reason being: i am smart :/ and i am one of those who arent doing my best. sorry again. i was super sian diao to speak the truth and i am seriously tired. i hated myself for that so stop blaming me cause i may just give up, give up everything that belongs to me, giving up hoping. Hoping for the very best, hoping that one day, i will just get used to all of this. oh god, i am whinning. look at the positive side, i always tell myself that but hello? That is the thing that is supporting me for the past three weeks. being seriously changed person, from an outdoorsy to someone indoorsy?? is that even such a word? imagine me dozing off in class. OMG la. i seriously hate dozing off but i cant help it. sorry teachers. okay i am gonna do my homework now. bbD:

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i believe in stars

okay i have no idea why but vampire-zombie, I LOVE YOUR WORKS! okay you people there looking at my blog i am tellling you that life's hard. I AM VERY BUSY. because of the ever-piling homework, the almost impossible to finish texts and compos to write. OMG! okay i think we are even hiong-er then trip sci peeps so people taking trip sci and bi cul, GOOD LUCK! rofl. it has been loing since i updated as my sleeping time is getting earlier and earlier, as early as 8.30 pm mind you. i have broke my sec 2 records. 1st, not sleeping for the whole day and going to school JUST TO FINISH HOMEWORK! and sleeping as early as 8.30pm. i broke many of my records and i may just break another one-- die while doing homework. it has been only 2 weeks and here i am rattling how fed up i am with school work. LIKE OMG? new year, i have like so many subjects and i have to do 2 bao zhang bao dao, 2 journal entries(cause i couldnt finish the 1st one) and some other damn homework. MIGHT AS WELL NOT GO BAI NIAN LIAO! soooo many homework. okay now i have to go to finish my physics and math and chinese homework. NEW YEAR LEH. cant even take a break. i think i completed at least 20 homeworks in just short 2 weeks. and i am having a really BIG ANG PAO from my teachers. thanks alot =.=!

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