i learnt something new: MEDICAL CERTIFICATES ARE JUST TRASH PAPERS THAT COST MONEY BUT WITH NO USE. At least,my teacher made me feel that way.
okay i am telling everyone out there this. my leg is broken! omigosh. after yesterday's 2.8km run and because i have a MC and the teacher heck care it, my leg is broken T.T it seriously hurts and i think i am going to visit the docs again. WTH. I was really pissed off okay? the teacher asked us to warm up one round then start on the running of steps thing. i was telling that my knee was injured and i couldnt do the steps. and oh great, 2.4km was what i have to do. i mean my MC is until 1st of march and my teacher asked me to run 2.8 at my own pace. hello? even when i walk it hurts. much less talk about run. was like feeling damn bu-shuang cause i felt damn wei3 qu1. About 2 weeks ago or so, i told my teacher that my knee is injured and i couldnt run. but my teacher insisted in me running cause i dont have a MC. That resulted in the worsening of my condition such that i couldnt take the pain and had to go home without going for CCA just to visit the docs. NOW THAT I HAVE A MC, I WAS STILL MADE TO RUN? the main point was that i was recovering well with all the physio and stuffs and all my efforts were wasted. the pain was back againT.T i mean after i seen the docs and ate like 2 months of medication it was recovering at least it doesnt hurt that much. AND because of this, my leg is hurting like crazy and i couldnt walk well now. WTH. i mean when i am like saying this i felt like crying cause it feels like that i was mistreated? I wasnt ponning or anything. it was just some poor girl who injured her poor knee and just wanted a speedy recovery cause she is experiencing loads of difficulties due to her injured knee such as physics experiments, about kneeling down and look at the reflection and so on? FURTHER MORE ITS WITH A MC! i repeat with a MEDICAL CERTIFICATE just in case you dont know. third point, economic crisis and medicine is expensive. I SPENT NEARLY 200 BUCKS on my KNEE BECAUSE OF INCONSIDERATE PEOPLE like ahem. and ALL MY HARDWORK. its worth alot ok? (ignore the previous sentence its just crap).

**** *** I HATE YOU!

happiness blown away with the bubbles.

Terrible. i flung my lang arts. i flung my physics. i flung my chemistry. i flung my chinese. the last lap, the 2nd last test - maths. i better not fail cause i am gonna fail my biculture test. OMG. OMG. OMG. can someone please stab me with a knife and follow me to hell? there is like so much stuffs to do. Terrible? is that even the word to describe what i am going through now? perhaps the right word should be suck. awwww. thats a bad word. i am heck-care-ing all the things and sleep all i want this weekend. i didnt even study. cant bother alrd. perhaps i just deserve it? whateverr:/

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so today, downpour of love.

happy valentines to ALL! this year, my valentines day is crap. early in the morning i have to go to school for the debate thing. er, i am not the one going for the competitions. heng. dots then there is this miscommunication with peh oon and there, after school solo out to westmall. then had tuition. after tuition, we decided on not going taikee's house. all the plans, they all went wrong. SCREWED! i am determined to pon anything that falls on valentines next year. I WANNA GO OUT:/ thats all, getting back to work with the 6 TESTS next week - 2 chem, 1 physics, chinese, lang arts, maths. gambatae all!
thanks all for your chocs:D thanks baobei for your flower♥

so, excuse me, you are not the one having homework and tests only so stop acting that you are damn freaking BUSY, cause compared to me you are not. so stop complaining just cause you are in trip sci class T.T let me tell you, its no big deal!

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worn out, chill out.

HELLOD: happy belated birthday to everyone:D life is getting better huh? why so philosophical? i have been like talking about my life for the past few posts and i am getting tired of it. LOL. tomorrow's CCA, CampCraft and CivilDefence. today to be exact. awwww i am dreading it. Not because it is CC or CD it is cause i wanna go home early. dots. oh yeah. sorry peoples! i couldnt get all of you your birthday pressies as i am very very very busy. i bet all of you guessed why already. hope you all could understand. i didnt even buy any for my bro and i am feeling guilty. oh come on, i will make up to it. i just nearly finished by langarts remedial ws other than the summary which i doubt i am gonna to do:/ its killing me. one homework, THAT is enough to kill me. got to go school early later to finish up the advert so tatas. i am gonna sleep:/ brb... LOL

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i am waiting, still waiting.

OMG. life's great isnt it? ohhhhh- whateverrr:/ sir says our drill is not good. i dont deny that fact. seriously, i think not good is not the right word for it. it should be bad. good is too positive a word. sorry if i offended anyone though but that was what i think. oh please, i think everyone is agree-ing with i said at least the majority. i am sorry squadmates. i know some are seriously trying their best but i know there are people who arent. reason being: i am smart :/ and i am one of those who arent doing my best. sorry again. i was super sian diao to speak the truth and i am seriously tired. i hated myself for that so stop blaming me cause i may just give up, give up everything that belongs to me, giving up hoping. Hoping for the very best, hoping that one day, i will just get used to all of this. oh god, i am whinning. look at the positive side, i always tell myself that but hello? That is the thing that is supporting me for the past three weeks. being seriously changed person, from an outdoorsy to someone indoorsy?? is that even such a word? imagine me dozing off in class. OMG la. i seriously hate dozing off but i cant help it. sorry teachers. okay i am gonna do my homework now. bbD:

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