lalala. today swimming wor.
its terrible. idk how swim.
FREE water for me drink. DOTS.
then go back school.
slip and ROLL down the stairs.
awwwww. my butt hurts damn lot.
thats crapper kian lin laughing like mad.
stupid he say retribution cause i laugh at himT.T
CRAP.
damn suay can?
then go home after the NE thingy.
went home with weiying.
GET TO PON LANG ARTS REMEDIAL.
woots.
i must study very hard to as to get a b4 nw i C6 sia.
DOTS DOTS DOTS.
i must get out of remedial.
my maths test was terrible.
i copy 2 questions wrongly.
ARGHS. heart ache. my A1 fly liao.
DAMN.
hmmm. today's physics extra lessons were cancelled.
not bad seh i very happy.
LOLS.
okay la then i did the M3.
i dun even noe how to do can>.<
i noob mah.
DIAO.
okay okay okay enuf crapping.
HOME ECONS TOMORROW~!
happy sia((:

awwww. finally back safely.

FIRST DAY

er. long trip that took 8 hrs to pahang.

look at the act cute chuan xun.


him again~!
then we went to the turtle sentry.
OMIGOSH. the turtles were very cute.
we had a chance to release turtles that were of three days old.

DAMN CUTE.
then suppose to go back to hotel de.
then heavy rain.
wah piang.
stay there until quite late.
dots then no choice have to go.
become drenched chicken liao.
GO BACK HOTEL.
damn crap and ahems.
guess what? our room infested with cockroaches.
then eelin and taikee damn pissed.
i mean who isnt.
its like we called the operator three times.
their response was like SHIT.
then no choice go jingxian they all de room.
sleep sleep sleep:/

SECOND DAY

yay~! wore class tee. anw this is shouzan's back.
went to the malay village.
it was fun.
we learnt to make oneh oneh and weave baskets.
our oneh oneh.
DELICIOUS
we went to the plantations.

this is the rubber tree. extraction of latex((:
woots.
go there feed mosquitoes.
and i fell.
into a hole in the "jungle".
awwww.
my shoes became muddy.
lalala. then teacher told us we had to forgo shopping as a punishment.
for being noisy at night.
as well as sleeping late.
but its like it wasnt really the majority's fault.
just the minority.
argh. then that day rain again. alamak.
we walked around the village.
then went back to hotel.
they gave us a room beside guan nan.
LOLS.
it was nice except for the broken locks.
comfy.

THIRD DAY

we had another beach to visit.
we picked sea shells and so on.
then went to natural batik village.

tried batik painting.

eelin's work((:

woots.

this is made by sea shells OMG i love it.
then on our way back to singapore.

after the rain. A RAINBOW((:
something bad happen though.
AN ACCIDENT.
terrible.
its like there was some vehicle in front which suddenly stop.
our bus stop then the bus behind us with 2e ppl couldnt stop in time.
then CRASH.
awwwwww.
2 boys and a teacher was injured in the other bus.
2 girls were sort of hurt by the accident.
minor injuries.
*phew*
then we were stopped at a mart to shop for stuffs
to spent time to be exact while a police report was made.
traumatised by this of course. during th trip back,
no one wanted to sit at the back.
reached singapore at 1 plus on fri morning (today)
this was like 5 hrs behind scheduled time.
we were suppose to reach at 8 pm on thurs.
YAY! I LOVE PAHANG~!

woots its like damn long since i posted.
okay its monday today,
-_- warning this is a super long post.
okay i shall talk about last week lar.
MONDAY((:
hmmm had swimming?
oh damn it its super suay for me.
shant talk about it yea?
so pai seh *blush*
sheeees.
TUESDAY((:
HOME ECONS!
made rock bun.
tadadada.


my wonderful tasting bun((:
crispy on the outside soft and tender in the inside.
lalala.
WEDNESDAY((:
wah CIP.
EAST COAST.
look at that beautiful view.

nice hor??
hmmmm thurs had nth much yea?
FRIDAY((:
after CCA met exNCOs
awwwwwww. sad had to leave early.
then go tuition.
SATURDAY)):
a bad bad day.
i sick cant go act:/
omg sorry peeps.
last session with sirs and i missed it damn.
SOBS.
then went tuition i felt much better.
SUNDAY((:
went out to bugis.
bought little miss NEAT~!
and a cookie monster tee^^
LOVES TO MY MUM~!
MONDAY((:
START OF E & C
lalala.
its coming! its coming!
its TOMORROW.

peeps dun sms me or contact me from 22nd to 25th
cause i wun be in singapore,
awwww i noe u people will miss me.
i will be back real SOON~!
THANKS ((:

Carrot, Egg or Coffee?

A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved a new one arose.

Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water. In the first, she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs and the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil without saying a word.

In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl. Turning to her daughter, she asked, "Tell me what do you see?"

"Carrots, eggs, and coffee," she replied.

She brought her closer and asked her to feel the carrots. She did and noted that they got soft.She then asked her to take an egg and break it.

After pulling off the shell, she observed the hard-boiled egg.

Finally, she asked her to sip the coffee. The daughter smiled, as she tasted its rich aroma. The daughter then asked. "What's the point, mother?"

Her mother explained that each of these objects had faced the same adversity--boiling water--but each reacted differently.

The carrot went in strong, hard and unrelenting. However after being subjected to the boiling water, it softened and became weak. The egg had been fragile. Its thin outer shell had protected its liquid interior. But, after sitting through the boiling water, its inside became hardened.

The ground coffee beans were unique, however. After they were in the boiling water they had changed the water.

"Which are you?" she asked her daughter. "When adversity knocks on your door, how do you respond? Are you a carrot, an egg, or a coffee bean?"

Think of this: Which am I?

Am I the carrot that seems strong, but with pain and adversity, do I wilt and become soft and lose my strength?

Am I the egg that starts with a malleable heart, but changes with the heat? Did I have a fluid spirit, but after a death, a breakup, a financial hardship or some other trial, have I become hardened and stiff?

Does my shell look the same, but on the inside am I bitter and tough with a stiff spirit and a hardened heart?

Or am I like the coffee bean? The bean actually changes the hot water, the very circumstance that brings the pain. When the water gets hot, it releases the fragrance and flavor. If you are like the bean, when things are at their worst, you get better and change the situation around you.

When the hours are the darkest and trials are their greatest do you elevate to another level?

How do you handle Adversity? ARE YOU A CARROT, AN EGG, OR A COFFEE BEAN?

Don't tell GOD how big your storm is. Tell the storm how big your GOD is!
this is something shared by sir eric last fri.

that day's act was fun as our sec3 ics took us.
if i not wrong is:
cpl jonathan, lcp junjie and lcp nicholas.
should be bah.
sorry if i say wrong rank or name.
LOLS.
i think they will become good NCOs((:
okay yea. and thanks to the people hu cheered me up
during the period i am upset.
THANKS ALOT ((:
i love all of you.
and anw i got my specs liao.
:x

lalala saw this video that mrs khan shown us.
PEOPLE SAVE THE CUTE LITTLE EARTH.
SAVE MOTHER EARTH~!
look at this video and u will know.
SHE IS CRYING!
thanks to?
US!

SAVE HER SAVE HER.

okay. i am damn disappointed in myself.
i really cant be bothered anymore.
with the piles of work,
with the stupid problems,
with all those bullshit people are telling me.
i am saying it once and for all.
i am giving up.
i cried i did.
i cried it out.
but, its of no use.
it cant solve my problems.
what have i done to offend god that he did such things to me?
( it wasnt intentional and no offence)
he made me suffer.
bad grades, bad relationships with ppl and broken specs and spoilt phone.
i am blaming him on everything he did.
i knewit wasnt his fault.
why is he toying with me?
the game is over now.
i cant take it. i really cant.
i may seem like some little childish girl whining.
if thats what people thing so be it.
like i said i cant be bothered.
this is the end.
the furthest i can get.
i strained myself.
i gave in.
my methods no longer worked.
things i did, say, perhaps annoying to ppl.
but to me. it a method of soothing my pain.
i am sorry if i irritated ppl.
i wun do it ever.
its useless now.
whats the point then?
bringing unhappiness to ppl as well as myself.
我尝试了。我也尽力了。
i really dont have the strength and energy to continue.
i am giving it all up.



iamsorry.

wooohoooos. its act today again!
okay i thot its our snrs taking us but instead sir and mam
funny thing is that the pt wasnt really tough but we really very tired
hmmmm.
i am wondering why.
its like so cool and FUN.
reason?
i can see my squadmates putting in effort.
super happy they did that ((:
JIAYOUS squadmates^^
okay then it was drill.
when first start, mam asked us.
HOW DO YOU FIND YOUR DRILLL STANDARDS?
below average, average or good?
we said average.
she said.
" for a sec2 it is below average "
OMIGOSH.
thats so frank can?
but that made me determined to put in effort.
LOLs. I was the timer((:
second time.
i wasnt confident.
yea. i mean i not very good at drills so damn scared.
okay then recrea.
MY TEAM WAS LOSING LIKE MAD. until the snrs came.
we still lost. DOTS.
lalala.
then went tuition i was damn tired can.
no strength liao.
CRAP.

i believe the best way to MOTIVATE us is ENCOURAGEMENT.
thats what the sir and mam did.
they encouraged us.
and we strive to achieve.
we did improved.
everyone is putting in effort.
i LOVE that.
JIAYOUS WE CAN DO IT.
i hope we cant be the BEST SQUAD IN RVNP'S HISTORY.

okay. ever since i started blogging, i have never gone blog shopping.
i am like totally in my own world.
i dunno how others feel and so on.
or perhaps say i dun care.
i have too many things to care about liao
--random--
okay now lets talk about today.
today had lessons.
i forget bring geog and malay. LOLs.
nicez.
then this guy called MR. DARREN told me he wun be coming school on tues.
he got some competition. T.T
then i am like what the.
ahems. i am gonna screw up the home econs lesson then. DAMN.
the chinese was told to memorise some shi1.
arghs.
then after school.
today supposed to have committee meeting for the psl.
then only me and taikee came T.T
and it was cancelled.
what a waste of time.
then saw MR. DARREN.
asked him if he like "HELLO" he say he is befriending her.
okay dots.
then me and tai kee was like making him promise never to leak anything about today out.
okay whatever we said was confidential.
we are victims.
but then when i saw "HELLO" ******.
i feel damn sorry for her.
and i promise that if she change for the better.
i will befriend her again.
and we could be good friends.
thats my promise. and thats if.
okay then not long ago was talking to pc abt b'day present.
he said its not meaningful.
"why not just give a hug" DOTS.

anw.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIU HAN~!

lala lala lala elmo's world elmos world.
lalalalala lalalalala.
elmo song((:

okay today HOME ECONS ROCK.
I LOVE IT.
damn fun.
even though what i cooked( scrambled eggs) tasted horrible.
IT NICE((:
lols darren super duper funny.
wahaha.
then yea. today dun need go recess.
OKAY. NOW FOR TODAY'S ACT.
its superrrrr duperrrrrrr fun.
I LOVE IT^^
yea have mass recrea.
though it wasnt really fair cause ppl cheated. tsk.
but then, we manage to reach about on par with snrs.

" g double'o' d j o b, good job, good job
g double'o' d j o b, good job, good job~!"
cheer((:

but we arent sore losers.
we have sportsmanship.
its okay.
I LOVE NCOS.
okay. while going home.
when reach my stop, i have to squeeze to get off.
DOTS lar.
damn crap.
the two juniors must have been squashed by me.
awwww.
then i keep saying sorry.
oon him say i was loud.
and i knew it.
arghs. i feel damn bad can?
hai. now go do homework liao.
SQUADMATES I LOVE YOU.


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