i am waiting, still waiting.

OMG. life's great isnt it? ohhhhh- whateverrr:/ sir says our drill is not good. i dont deny that fact. seriously, i think not good is not the right word for it. it should be bad. good is too positive a word. sorry if i offended anyone though but that was what i think. oh please, i think everyone is agree-ing with i said at least the majority. i am sorry squadmates. i know some are seriously trying their best but i know there are people who arent. reason being: i am smart :/ and i am one of those who arent doing my best. sorry again. i was super sian diao to speak the truth and i am seriously tired. i hated myself for that so stop blaming me cause i may just give up, give up everything that belongs to me, giving up hoping. Hoping for the very best, hoping that one day, i will just get used to all of this. oh god, i am whinning. look at the positive side, i always tell myself that but hello? That is the thing that is supporting me for the past three weeks. being seriously changed person, from an outdoorsy to someone indoorsy?? is that even such a word? imagine me dozing off in class. OMG la. i seriously hate dozing off but i cant help it. sorry teachers. okay i am gonna do my homework now. bbD:

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