Saturday, July 25, 2009
blogger's screwed so i will still use livejournal:D http://bluurqueen.livejournal.com
Sunday, July 19, 2009
new blog again.
HELLO all! I have opened a new blog again:D
That will be my official AUDITION blog. It will not be updated often but i think it will be much often than THIS BLOG.
Currently looking for a AUDI TEAM. If interested please tag on the tagboard at my other blog:
http://www.xlovehim.blogspot.com/ THANKS:D
Monday, July 13, 2009
HELP!
She found out the truth a little too late. He insisted on her. She was all he wanted.
hello all! i am currently stuck at this and i dont know how to continue =X any suggestions, feel free to email me @
roflolmaoxinyi@hotmail.com! thanks! (dont worry i will credit you)
by the way, to see the short stories i wrote, go to
http://th-deoxygenated.blogspot.com/ Labels: essay
Sunday, July 12, 2009
idontknowthetitle
Here is something i wrote out of boredom, pardon me for my bad english:D enjoy!
Once, she felt that she was rational.
That day, everything changed. She found out something she did not want to. He did not belong to her alone. When she confronted him, he said: “Whatever.” That word ended everything. It ended all her fantasy; it ended her fairytale. She was convinced that she irritated him with her willfulness and absurd reasoning. The many things she did were proven to be unacceptable. At least, that was what she thought.
On the other hand, she, the one who came in between them, was gloating. Her victory is what she deemed worth celebrating. She succeeded in pissing the girl off; she succeeded in proving how inferior the girl is compared to her. Politeness, rationality, kindness, helpfulness, all these, she proved to have excelled compared to the girl.
“Thank you for convincing me of how inferior I am, thank you for showing me how incompatible both of us were. You can have him.”
You can have him. It meant her disappointment. Disappointment in him not standing up for her after witnessing her being ridiculed, disappointment in him who had left so abruptly at the moment when she needed him the most. He walked away, that angered her the most. Is that what he is suppose to do, walk away? Leaving the girl he said he loved to experience it alone, leaving her to be insulted by his ex-girlfriend. Leaving her feeling that she needed a certain verification of her place in his heart. All she wanted was the place.
She felt that he should have understood the feeling. She felt that it was similar to what he had felt when he saw her with another guy. Though verified but the uneasiness will not cease. He, should know it the best.
Labels: essay
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
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Freaking tired=X.
i didn't sleep for the whole day just to try to finish my homework ( i still didnt in the end) . Whatever i dont care. Today's lesson was "great" i am like falling asleep at every other lesson >< -prays- that the teacher didnt notice. After school stayed back awhile for mr suria to finish what he wanted to teach. After that, me and taikee went to eat cause both of use are famished. We bused to Queenstown and ate at the interchange there i forgot the name of the shop alrd but i guess i will never go back again:/
now i am going to study my damn chemistry alrd>.< sayonara:D
(in the end also never study >.<)updated:12-july
