My march holidays simply suckkk. It has been really long since i posted so here, a post just to make my blog look livelier. Here goes, ITC wow! Great, i couldnt go thanks my dear fever and my stupid throat. how sacarstic can i get? okay there was this incident that was bothering me alot so here i am venting it all out before that depression bug get onto me.

Spent my whole life in front of the computer stoning at my audition. What a waste of time. Wake up girl, that game is killing you. Yeah thats right, i am becoming more and more retarded. I trusted people too much. I learnt my lesson. Another attempt to trust and say how i felt -- a failure.

"You wan to spill spill all dun spill bit by bit then i have to take to trouble of cleaning up so many times." --msn

"so what you said was true?"-- msn

"both sounded so real" -- sms

Doesn't it sound like i have been bothering you and i shouldn't have? Doesn't it sound like you are suspecting what i said? Hello? i dont need anyone to clear up what i spilled. Even if i needed you wouldn't be the person i need? Aren't you happy that i said that? Good job for suspecting and that means you do not know me well enough. It is okay cause i shall spare you for your ignorance and for being such a naive child T.T ohhhh. Before i forgot, thanks for letting me know what a IMPERFECT story teller i am that makes you suspect what i said. Thanks for making me see how you judged me.
P.S i will brush up on that DAMN skill. what a loser.

Perhaps people reading this (i doubt people even read but who cares) think that i dwelled too much into it but that was indeed what i felt. You can call me a sensitive or OVER-sensitive if you want it doesn't bother me already after being RECOGNISED as a STORY-TELLER. what a nice thing to be? I am freaking upset about it so please dont rant at me because of this post.

----99th post. my hundredth will be something special I hope.

Labels: ITC, storyteller