Thursday, August 28, 2008
whatever is this bullshit
all this PMS i am having.. i had enoughCTs finally over. got back results *toot* some of it NOT ALL>.<i am really trying liao. look at my pathetic grades.FAILED physics. JUST PASSED geog. maybe i should be happy??
going to be kicked out soonT.Twhatever, thats doing people who hated me a FAVOUR.two results were released and both i was LAST in class *toot* jane told me: "you dun look like the type who would be upset because of results"i never thought i would too. its the first time. i felt i wasted my 2 years in the school. whats the point? i din seem to have learnt anything.there must be something wrong.with my FREAKING RETARDED brain??or do i NOT have one?? sinking into depression. all this bullshit is killing me.who knows perhaps i might just get into IMH in few MONTHS. or perhaps i would never have lived to see the next rainbow?? its driving me crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.i hate this sort of life. i have had enough. why cant they just leave me alone. all this suay-ness. all this rough patches. imagine me dead. the earth will still be round. my friends would still be BFFs.my school will still stand.nothing would change. NOTHING.Is that how insignificant i am? its a rhetorical question.yes it is. sometimes i just tell myself. hey girl u have seen how unimportant u are. all this abnormal behaviours and spastic attitude of yours,its nothing, nobody and nobody cares,nobody and nobody is bothered by it. imgoingcrazy
