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Monday, August 11, 2008

opinions.

i read wenting's letter.
that reminds me of the squad.

there are times, we made our NCOs angry,
there are times, they are disappointed,
there are times, we failed to bond,
there are times, when we feel like giving up.

maybe its just me or something.
i feel lost.
in the midst of nowhere.
in the midst of joy and laughter.
there is something missing.
we lack something.
it wasnt the fun,
it wasnt the scoldings,
it wasnt the laughters,
it wasnt the squabbles.

are we separating from each other?

i have no idea what or why i am thinking of things that way.
perhaps thats why wenting and some other squadmates are trying hard to save the squad.
FALLING APART?
nobody wanted that but what more can i do?
i feel like something extra in the squad.
just for the name of it.
nothing i could do.
perhaps because of the individuals,
we are breaking apart.
whatever for?
it pains me to see our poor squadmates trying so hard to piece the squad.
its pains me more to see our beloved squadmates not putting in the effort.
its not a blame. its just a regret.

our life in np.
its a victory or a defeat,
its a loss or a gain.
it all depends.

Our greatest glory is not in never falling but in rising every time we fall.
Confucius

jiayous squadmates~!

Time: 2:16 PM