i was going blog shopping until i saw t3ng blog.
okay let me say this i am not offended cause i dun see why i should.
and ok i took this thing exactly from her blog

"I really dun understand...always go out with xinyi and she looks relaxed..i mean she can dun care about studies and just enjoy her sec sch life...with all the leadership stuff she have.... no offend kay xinyi? if u see this...maybe diff sch? but i seem to worry about sch every moment of my sec sch life...i dun rmb the last moment i actually enjoyed myself with stuff that is NOT related to sch...why do i lead such a meaningless life? everytime go sch i will be pressurised...by people that seems really hardworking...and cry for a mark even higher than me =.= not all...but mostly...hardworking...work do until pretty pretty...even though no marks for decoration LOL...pressure aaaaaa"

well, i must specify this I NEVER ENJOYED SEC SCH LIFE.
well. i dun have much of leadership stuffs. i only had one.
it wasnt very leadership type. LOLs.
the best thing is, everyone can be a leader.
just by voicing out ur opinions,
u are a leader.
someone who leads, influence and gain respect.
the thing is, after we stepped out of our Primary School.
we parted ways. in a sense or two.
its no longer the same.
and the thing is its not that i dun care.
i lost my drive. the drive of pushing me towards my goal.
perhaps time had changed.
i had always thot i am the study type.
but now, i am struggling.
i spent my days finding the drive but to no avail.
the thing is getting bad grades isnt what anyone wanted.
you have the price to pay when u enjoy.
worrying, is important at least that showed u bothered.
however not excessive.
u felt that way cause you are stressed, pressurised and demoralised.
by who?
stressed by your heavy work load.
presurised by your siblings.
and demoralised by those who got higher marks but cried.
its undeniable that everyone has to have a break.
BUT, do you think thats the right time?
not worth it lar. seriously.
and the LAST THING.
teng, your life isnt meaningless. if anyone's life is meaningless, its mine.

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